I read Morse’s book on NDE’s - there are some cases where people who lost limbs were able to regenerate them - i think it was australia and maybe some other places (when it was kept open and not bandaged)…
I saw my dad young, a full head of hair and healthy; he was around my age but a little older (around his 30s). It was when I saw the dream/vision where there was this huge gathering at this place (last ramadan around october).
I read about this lady who reversed stroke and re-learned how to walk just with visualization (with the help of a virtual reality game) - she just saw herself healthy and walking - and some how her thinking changed. She started believing in her power to heal herself.
I’d like to see a place where the folk take off their oxygen masks and cast their canes to the side and get up from their wheelchairs and maybe even re-grow their limbs.
But there needs to be some responsibility for our own elevation (health, situation, etc.).
Last week my dad was blaming others for his health.
This week he is taking more responsibility for his health.
We get sick. We learn things while sick. Our mindsets get elevated. We reach a greater plane of understanding. Then after this, we get cured.
Sickness is a way to get to elevation.
I read stories that when people overcame a grudge or forgave or got over some pain, they cured themselves from cancer and other diseases. Some even visualized sending light to those that hurt them the most (from a near-death experience). And when they felt the light come back to them, they felt their bodies changing (one person’s cancer went away).
They say emotions take part in holding us down (depression, disease, low levels of existence) - emofree.com.
I can’t sleep well at night.
I lost more weight.
I don’t eat much. I don’t have time to cook even a good meal for myself - because writing about flow and studying takes time.
We got a blender, I make juice for my dad (i hear veggie/fruit juice diets can reverse a lot of diseases) - the pulp left over I mix it with some honey and whatever we have (nuts, some stuff my mom made, etc) and then i ate that yesterday.
I have a space in our basement. I stay there most times. There is no sunlight there (no windows).
I felt like a loser before. Everyone else has jobs and all i do is sit at home and write.
Then i read about others who do the same. They just look at books for like a year or so and then write a paper on it (academics who get fellowships).
So i didn’t feel so bad.
Then i read about khalil gibran. After most of family died, his sister sewed for a living to sustain her self and him. He didn’t do any work. But his sister and this teacher who loved him supported and encouraged him. They believed his work was so important they encouraged him to focus on his art and writing.
And he even fell in love with the teacher (they made a book on their love letters), but she was much older - so she just encouraged and even paid for him to study in europe to develop further.
No one bought his books/works when he was alive - it was only about 50 years after his death that he became a best-seller (if i remember right).
There is so much to do that I really don’t help around with my family (unless extremely necessary). Is that selfish? it depends how you look at it.
I tell them that they have to do it themselves and they do, we always were so busy that everyone became independent and self-reliant.
None of us even like the same foods, that’s why we usually make our own food. But I don’t cook or if i do it’s something quick because i have to focus and concentrate.
I also try to stay away from my parents, from their negative thoughts and energies… cuz i know they are disappointed in me sometimes (cuz it seems to them i’m no help) - but i do help when i can, but only if extremely needed and it’s the quickest thing to do with the maximum benefit…
If negative thoughts are created from some thing - it can be sustained if that thing is still there (to remind you)… so i try to stay away when i sense this…
that’s why i didn’t go out much - because i want to stay away from negative energies - so i can cure myself and concentrate on what i have to do…
There is more growth when you are away from negative energies..
Is it worth it?
I don’t know.
But being this focused where i can’t really take care of myself or others can create culture where no one can really take care of others (if others did this).
We can’t go forward if our family members/friends are sick cuz we’ll be using our resources just to help them survive.
That’s how I can see that the time where one person will be so worried about his work/fate that he/she will not have the time or resources to worry or consider the fate of others (even their loved ones) is already here.
They say this is the day of judgement where no one will care for another.
This is just the necessity as more people get uplifted and understand the important things.
It is something that is inevitable after people reach states of health.
And you need a state of health to even succeed in this reality. If everyone is struggling like this, then there is no possible way that they can also care for others. Those others are actually creating a burden and will hold us back at this level.
The only way out of this level is if we collectively work to take charge of our health for our future.
The more we worry and struggle over health - the less our focus on progress.
They say if you don’t use some muscles or stop using your brain - you get atrophy or lose functioning… over time, of course, you will end up in a very needy state.
I don’t want to see a reality like that for anyone.
I saw my dad in his 30s - they say there will be a time when people will be at their peaks (heaven).
I don’t think we are supposed to wait for Jesus to come down to us.
I think we are supposed to develop so we can go up to Jesus in the world of elevated experiences.
If you have others doing your work for you, you prevent them from developing to reach a better reality and you also destroy your own health overtime (lose your own functionality).
That’s why self-reliance will be a requirement.
Things will move so fast, people will be required to focus on what powers they have out of a necessity, and with that they will have less time to care for others around them. That means to survive, each one of us will have to know how to take care and sustain ourselves.
That is the harsh reality.
Jesus is not coming down to save us. We have to save ourselves and come up to Jesus.
